And So

I came to a horrible realization a few hours ago regarding my study habits: I have none.

A few days ago, I bought a book titled Mandarin Chinese: Learning through Conversation. Of course I skimmed through it before purchasing but that's pretty much all the action that book has seen. Initially, I believed that if I took the first step and made an investment towards my studies then I'd surely regain my motivation and natural drive to learn. But no. It sits there in a drawer. Probably crying.

I find it very funny how anxiety and nervousness can take a toll on your willingness to study and learn. Of course I'm to blame too

Que lastima

Yo creo que mi timidez esta cada vez interrumpiendo mis estudios. Yo no puedo hallar mi lugar en los foros, o en cualquier lugar actualmente, para hablar con otros y practicar. Mi motivacion esta muy bajo porque de eso.

Estoy muy triste y enojado conmigo mismo por esa. Yo se que yo no voy a progresar si yo no me cambio pronto.

Hm. Very sad.