And So

I came to a horrible realization a few hours ago regarding my study habits: I have none.

A few days ago, I bought a book titled Mandarin Chinese: Learning through Conversation. Of course I skimmed through it before purchasing but that's pretty much all the action that book has seen. Initially, I believed that if I took the first step and made an investment towards my studies then I'd surely regain my motivation and natural drive to learn. But no. It sits there in a drawer. Probably crying.

I find it very funny how anxiety and nervousness can take a toll on your willingness to study and learn. Of course I'm to blame too